Mind Distorted - Part 1 By Zaundra Mapp

Here I am! I am feeling like a puzzle, all my pieces are different places. I know they hadn’t left the house and if I look hard I can find every ”PEACE”. Days are long and filled with confusion along with hurt. Thinking of the pain this individual has caused me. How it’s affected even those around me.

Complete disrespect, betrayal and selfishness at best. Have you ever been so hurt that you become mad? Mad that a person treated you so badly, that you just feel all over the place. Nothing you could ever say to them would ever matter because they have a altered mind. They don’t think clearly and have no compassion for others.

They would never hold their self accountable for any of their actions because they just don’t care. Well this is how things are some days and that’s ok to be mad at someone that has caused you pain and discomfort.

We have to find strength to distort our minds. We have to sort out our feelings one by one and try to get out of this sand that is slowing us down, breaking us down and making us feel like we have no control. Let’s get up! Me and you! Let’s pull ourselves out of this emotion and try to sort things out in away we can handle it step by step. Here is the big task for us! Let’s try very hard to work on forgiving who hurt us?

Can we try? I know it’s not going to be easy but let’s try hard. Try and find peace today! Close you’re eyes and think of something beautiful!

Let‘s sort out things together.

“ Search me O God and know my heart, try me and know my anxieties and see if there’s any wicked way in me and lead me in the way everlasting“ -Psalms 139:23-24